12 July 2008

I have a headache.
I still have eighteen cigarettes left.
I have a little box of garbage in my room.
I have too few friends.
I have one ten dollar bill and three one dollar bills in my wallet, which is strange because I almost never have any cash in my wallet.
I am running out of gum.
I am too hot, I am too hot.

I am not wearing any pants, because I'm too hot.
I haven't taken a shower in a while.
I'm three months behind for book club.
I am in a Star Wars book club.
I have a pot luck barbecue tomorrow.
I have a Star Wars club pot luck barbecue tomorrow.
I think the forecast for tomorrow (Saturday) is eighty-something degrees.

I'm hyper-aware of the weather.
I'm watching Tom Skilling from WGN news. (You know him right? Chubby guy, gives the long-form weather forecast?)
I have a hard time justifying my increasingly vegan diet to my mother, who thinks I don't eat meat to spite her. (I've just stopped eating eggs)
I'm wet.
I'm sitting on my legs.
I'm eating frozen water.
—have dead father

from the Three Steles of Seth

from the First Stele of Seth

And thou art from another race,
and it's place is over another race.

And thou art from another race,
and it's place is over another race.

And thy place is over another race,
for thou hast caused all these to

increase. For it is thou who knows it—
that it's place is in begetting.


from the Second Stele of Seth

For their sake thou hast empowered
the eternal ones in being; thou hast

empowered divinity in living.

But the first divisions are as thou
wast divided. Unite us as thou hast been united


from the Third Stele of Seth

Know therefore—as those who live
—that you have attained. And taught

yourselves the infinite things. Marvel
at the truth which is within them,

& at the revelation.